THE LOST BOY

lost in this world...

lost for a girl...

walking alone...

nowhere to go...

nothing to hope...

tears in his eyes...

hands in his face...

lost in his world...

lost for this girl..

but her eyes are so cold

and his smile is so lost...

and he cries

as she talks

and he cries

as she stares

and he cries

as she leaves...

over and over again...

she leaves for no reason

and forgets all that season...

and this wind is so cold

and his smile is so lost...

he kissed a ghost

pretending she was real...

pretending it was love...

she has clear blue eyes

but few words to comfort

she’s crying her fears out...

she has big brown eyes

but a troubled mind

she’s laughing her fears out...

can’t breathe...

can’t smile...

can’t dream...

the lost boy

on his way...

on his own...

again and again...

he’s still in love with this girl

but she comes from another world

or maybe she just lives in his lost dream...

lost again

as he will always be...

on his way...

on his own...

in just another lost love...

she leaves...

THE CLOUD GIRL

her eyes so big and dark and beautiful

where angels live in...

with red lips and pale soft skin...

a glass in her hand

and the cutest smile...

she stares so...

heaven scent all around...

but shy and ugly I fear

to even ask her name...

to even say hello...

so lost and scared...

she stops the rain

and draws rainbows all around

as she disappears

like a cloud in a sunny sky...

a sinking wish...

sad I will never see her again

though she will always live...

...in my dreams...

...I cry...

AS THE ANGELS SLEEP

hear the music from those harps

and the choir from the stars...

don’t be scared...

don’t be afraid...

take my hands

and hold them tight...

watch the angels

as they play...

as they smile...

as they sleep...

feel the breeze of the dawn

and get wings for us all...

kiss the sky

and feel the dream...

don’t be scared...

don’t be afraid...

take my hands

and just feel safe...

watch the angels

as they play...

as they smile...

as they sleep...

but the night turns into pain...

no more stars but just the rain...

and the dreams just fade away

like they can’t fly anyway...

no more light but just a dark way...

and I’m scared

and I’m afraid

and I watch you...

as you play...

as you smile...

as you sleep..

as you go...

away...

from me...

THE OCEAN DREAM

wash away the tears...

wash away the fears...

her feet in the water...

(her hair in the wind...)

was that real?

was that true?

I can’t see...

the sun blinds my eyes

and I fall asleep at the ocean waves’ sound...

then I wake up again...

drowned in my tears...

drowned in my fears...

again...

THE MORNING SUN

your smile warms me like this pale morning sun...

like a friend’s dead...

like a lover’s gone...

like the tears out of my eyes...

it seemed so perfect then...

but things are meant to end...

this story is so unfair...

your stare warms me like this cold morning sun...

like the dreams that never were...

like the fears out of my heart...

like all the lies I’ve ever heard...

the sun shines high...

but all these flowers die...

it seemed so happy then...

but all the stars fell to the ground....

like all the world comes to the end...

dress still on the floor...

for a reason yet unknown...

and your hands are cold as ice..

as you hold me one last time..

I won’t wait for the morning sun any more..

nothing won’t ever be the same..

will I ever wake up again?

SHE'S MELTING SNOW

her skin is white...

her skin is soft...

she’s melting snow..

she’s melting my snow...

she’s melting my heart...

her eyes are black...

her touch is soft...

she’s snow

she’s life

she’s love

she’s melting snow...

she’s melting my snow...

she’s melting my world...

she’s as soft as snow...

as bright as white stars...

as wonderful as heaven dreams...

she stares at the mirror

but she can’t see herself...

she’s just melted snow...

and the fun and the tears and the fear we had...

...button-eyed and

carrot-nosed

I melt as she melts...

FADING LIPS

dancing at the howling ocean echo from a shell...

on the warm beach...

your gracious silk gown waving in the breeze...

caressing away the grains of sand from your sugary lips...

dressed in angelic white

you are my light...

stars in your pearl eyes...

moon dust lilies in your hair...

a necklace made of rose petals on your pale cheeks

and the perfume of your soft velvet skin...

I tried to kiss you...

I tried to hold you...

but you had fading lips...

your fading lips...

you’re fading lips...

a day with you would be a dream come true

but you can’t dream my dream...

fading...

away...

THE EMPTY ROOM

Do you remember when we loved each other?

Do you remember when the sun was shining bright?

Do you remember when the kiss was real?

But then time has passed

You turned into someone else

Things fell apart

Everything we were just broke into pieces...

The sun doesn't shine anymore

Your smile is no longer like it used to be...

It's the end of all emotions

It's the end of our love

It's the end of all our dreams...

Walking downstairs to the empty room...

Still hoping to see you

Still pretending you'll be there

Crying downstairs in the empty room...

Dancing alone in the empty room

Crying alone in the empty room

Feeling alone in the empty room

I still hear the sound of your steps in the empty room

But this room would be empty even with you now...

How could you leave all that was?

Walking in pain to the empty room

Walking in tears to what it was yours once...

Never felt so alone in this empty room

Never felt so lost in this empty room

Never felt so old in this empty room...

you just changed into someone else...

Why can't you dream anymore?

And all is left is your memory

And all is left is nothing...

I am alone in the empty room...

12:12

it’s too late...

it’s too early...

it’s never the right time...

she was just a dream...

she left forever...

so now tell me 12 good reasons to live again...

so now give me 12 ways to love again...

(to believe again)

it’s 12:12 again

and I sit here alone again...

just 12 steps from you again...

it’s just another broken dream...

THE NEVER-ENDING RAIN

thunders roll like drums

as our love explodes...

there’s no longer you in the mirror

but just my fading shadow...

you never understood me

and just flew away in the rain...

alone in this room

I think of you

but all I see is just rain

over and over again...

this never-ending rain washes away

every trace of you

every kiss from you...

you said you loved me

and then it poured down

and you loved me no more...

this never ending rain washes away

all the dream I had

all the times we had...

nothing inspires me anymore

nothing moves me anymore

and all I feel is just rain

over and over again...

trying to sleep alone

but the rain fills my head

my body is numb and my mind is blank

no more feelings nor emotions

just frustration...

a grey rose is all that’s left

when once it was so red and beautiful..

you came...

you touched...

you left...

I lost all I had

but this deep hate for myself won’t ever leave me...

I think I won’t survive this time...

this never-ending rain makes me feel so sad and grey...

this never-ending rain never stops...

this never-ending fear never leaves...

this never-ending pain will last forever...

and it feels like rain

and it feels like tears

and it feels like you...

and it rains...

it just rains...

and it never stops...

it never stops...

(strange as clouds she used to live

in my dreams...)

UNDER A SKIN-WHITE MOON

UNDER THIS SKIN-WHITE MOON

I THINK OF YOU

UNDER THIS SUGAR-WHITE MOON

I DREAM OF YOU

UNDER THIS ANGEL-WHITE MOON

I’M IN LOVE WITH YOU

UNDER THIS SNOW-WHITE MOON

I WATCH FOR YOU

UNDER THIS PURE-WHITE MOON

I CARE FOR YOU

UNDER THIS MILK-WHITE MOON

I PRAY FOR YOU

UNDER THIS INNOCENT-WHITE MOON

I CRY FOR YOU

UNDER THIS SAND-WHITE MOON

I WAIT FOR YOU

UNDER THIS DREAM-WHITE MOON

I PLAY FOR YOU

UNDER THIS GOLD-WHITE MOON

I’M AFRAID OF YOU

UNDER THIS STAR-WHITE MOON

I DIE FOR YOU

UNDER THIS SALT-WHITE MOON

I’M LOST IN YOU

UNDER THIS PALE-WHITE MOON

I TRUST IN YOU

BUT FEAR SWALLOWS ME AGAIN

SKIN-WHITE GIRL

YOU MEAN MORE THAN THIS BEAUTIFUL MOON...

BUT UNDER THIS COLD-WHITE MOON...

THERE IS NO YOU...

WAITING FOR YOU

Seems I’ve been here for ages...

waiting for you...

been crying a lot...

been dancing alone...

been shouting out loud...

been breaking up love...

been hoping so long...

been running so fast..

been awake for days...

been loosing myself in pain...

been kissing your picture...

been dying inside...

been waiting for you...

and I’m still here and always will...

though you never were and never will...

IN THE FOG

and now it all seems so wrong and strange and far...

another time misunderstood...

another missing chance...

a betrayed heart

and a wandering soul...

it seems like everything has to end

and no-one is here anymore...

on the road to nowhere once more

but this time you don’t care anymore...

through the pain and the loneliness

as the innocence is lost forever...

your lips are just a blurred stain in my memory

and the smile of yesterday just slipped away...

now I can’t see you...

I can’t reach you...

I can’t touch you...

I can’t feel you...

anymore...

and this thick fog all around suffocates me...

everything’s hidden...

everything’s lost...

everyone’s gone...

no sounds...

no colours...

no shapes...

no-one...

it’s the fog that keeps me away from seeing you...

it’s the fog between us...

it's like worlds

apart...

COLD GREY SKY

it’s getting dark and cold and grey

and she no longer is like she used to...

her stare got numb

and her touch is frozen now...

she tastes of ice

and smells of rain...

nothing will ever be the same under this cold grey sky...

one last kiss...

one last lie...

as she hides the sunshine...

I thought it was a dream

while it’s just its end...

I’ve never felt so lost under this cold grey sky...

I’ve never felt so afraid under this no star sky...

passing of time makes me weaker and weaker...

passing of time makes her stronger and stronger...

nothing will ever be the same under this cold grey sky...

she won’t be the same under this no star sky...

we won’t be together again under this no dream sky...

we won’t kiss again under this no hope sky...

safe only inside my own world...

though it’s not her world...

and it’s not anyone else’s world...

crying tears of lost stars...

while outside

it rains...

again...

SHE’S SO SAD

she’s as beautiful as roses

and so many eyes want to pick her up...

but she’s in love with an imaginary man

she’s just friend with an imaginary friend

she’s just afraid of her inner self...

I try to dry her tears

but my love won’t suffice

feeling inside

faking outside

her skin tastes soft

her eyes look so lost

as she dreams of angels...

she’s so beautiful

I can’t breathe

I love her

but she doesn’t

I’m so sad

she’s so sad

a sense of senseless love

so cold I shiver

so cold she shivers

I told her I love her

but she did not hear my words

she believes in worlds of magic

she just can’t find love in this ordinary world

grey clouded sky

and sad dry lips

she can’t find her way

she can’t find the reason why

she’s so sad and always will be

she can’t trust her heart

she can’t feel real love

she’s so sad and will always cry

twisted feelings and confused emotions

pouring rain and dying suns

she’s so sad

and sad I can’t make her happy

she’s so sad

and sad I can’t help her live her dreams

she dreams

she dreams a world of dreams

so far away from this world

she’s too beautiful for this world...

she will never be happy

THE DARKEST NIGHT

and the night comes

and your smile disappears

as I can’t sleep

I can’t dream of you anymore

the stars turn off

the moon falls asleep

and the morning never comes

and the sun doesn’t wake up anymore...

will you be my dream

or will you be my nightmare

will you be my day

or will you be my night

in the darkest night

only the fears wake up

will you be my everything

or will you be my nothing

will you be my sun

or will you be my rain

time stops

in the longest night

breath stops

in the darkest night

will you be my life

or will you be my death

will you be my smile

or will you be my tear

will you be my love

or will you be my hate

will you be my sea

or will you be my desert

will you be my light

or will you be my darkness

walking down streets to nowhere

in the dark I cannot see the path to you

it’s the longest night

it’s the saddest night

it’s the sleepless night

will you be my angel

or just my imagination

will you be my girl

or just another vision

in the darkest night

you are not here

you are not real

it’s the darkest night

...without you...